I just wanna meet my idol, Justin Bieber
Hi Everyone - First of all. Tweet #BiebsMeetSusanne at Twitter.
I’m a 16 year old girl and I’m from Norway. I want to start with that I’m a huge #Belieber and you can find me on twitter as @Jdbtheswaggy :)
The reason I’m writing this is because I want to meet my idol. I want to meet the one person who saved my life. The person who changed me in to a better person. The one and only who helped me through my rough times, but my biggest problem right now is that I don’t have the money to it. And I don’t know how I’m gonna get the money.
I’m gonna share to stories he have helped me through without even meeting him. I’m not sharing this because of attention, but I want to let other people to see what he does to his #Beliebers and how I helps them.
(1) My story
My father is a great man. He’s my father even though he have done many mistakes. I don’t talk with him much because he is addicted to pills, and thats something about him I don’t like. He have been taking pills for like.. 20 years now so I don’t know if his body can handle so much more. Like I said, I don’t talk with him that much. Only in the phone when he calls me. I still love him, but it’s hard for me to be with him. For me he is the best father in the whole world even if he takes pills. He have done so many mistakes, and stuff he shouldn’t have done, but I’m still his daughter. And I will always love him.
(2) My Story
I’m telling this in an easy way, because it’s very emotional for me. When I was 14 I had a boyfriend. We didn’t have a good relationship at all, but we made it through for like, 6 months. We broke up and tried to move on. Even though we didn’t have the best relationship I really loved him that time.
A few weeks after we broke up I started to realize that I was late on my period. I always had it on time but this time it was late. Or more clearly it wasn’t supposed to come. I told my mom about this and she was like “Don’t you worry! You’re not pregnant” and so on.
I noticed we had a pregnancy test on the bathroom. So I decided to take it. The first time I tested It showed a clear line and when you put it in the light you could she a line that was very blurry, but it was there. I decided to take another test to be sure about the result. And this time it showed to clear lines.
I didn’t know what to do. My whole world fell apart. My mom didn’t like it at all. Who would have? A 14 year old daughter who was pregnant. I felt so ashamed and dirty. I just didn’t know what to do.
At first it was a really big shock, but when the days went by I started to realize that I was going to have a baby. And suddenly everything looked much brighter. I told myself many times that I could do this, I would make it. But my mom doubted me so much.
I needed to go to the hospital many times under the time I was pregnant. We talked about abortion, keeping the baby and how i would be. I cried every time. I didn’t want to take an abortion. But because of my mom I did. And I’m still thinking of it 2 years later (Soon 3). It made my life a hell at school, at home and for myself. I just wanted to see what the baby would look like.
I had many dreams and nightmares. I remember everything. And my abortion happened on a hospital in case anyone wonders. That is the biggest mistake I have ever done. I was 14, but I really believed in myself.
I don’t hate my mom at all. She is the best part of me today and she will always be. But the choice she made me take back then.. made me so disappointed. I knew she only wanted the best for me, but it was my problem. I needed to hear it everyday at school when people were talking. It was my thoughts that kept going in my head. I have learned to live with it somehow. But I still regret it. And I will always regret it.
JUSTIN BIEBER helped be through it. His music, his tweets, the interviews on youtube and everything he did. He made me #Believe in myself again. He made my life so much easier. I kinda feel I know him even though I haven’t met him. He’s like my best friend.
I just want to meet the person who is the reason I’m still here. I hope Justin or someone in the crew see’s this. Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Alfredo Flores, Kenny Hamilton. Anyone.
I just want to meet my idol. But I don’t have the money. I will never get the money. So beliebers I’m begging for your help. Please tweet #BiebsMeetSusanne and add this link to your tweet.